Last Thursday we had an ultrasound and even though you passed all your tests with flying colors Dr Garrison wanted to schedule to have me induced Monday or Tuesday (today). I couldn't understand why. But she said the fact that I've been having low blood sugars every night is an indicator that you are not getting what you need from the placenta. I told her I needed more time to pray about it. So we didn't schedule anything. I came home and started praying and asking for prayers. I heard from a friend who told me she has a friend who was in the same predicament and chose not to induce and gave birth to a still born baby 5 days later. That really scared me. My constant prayer is that God's will be done, & for Him to reveal His will to me. But I feel so clueless. I know that what is right in man's eyes is often the wrong thing. Even with the best of intentions. But we're on the way to the hospital to start the induction, right now .
I'm also scared about making the decision to get my tubes tied. Should I or not ? Everyone seems to think I should, and I know the Bible says a wise man takes counsel, but how do I know who to take counsel from? Dear Lord please make your will be done above all in everything in mine and my children's lives. I want nothing more than to please you.
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